mood: exhausted!

i'v been very busy for the past few months with a numbers of camp, my part time job and also my studies. yupp...finally i gt a job, is at night safari. The timing over there are quite flexible, so i decided to carry on with it. But i regreted...after takin up tis job i lost alot of things, my family, friends, results..there is a distance between it. Whenever i hv gathering or adventure training but i have to give it a missed. very dissappointed...When i get home every night, my families are asleep. Recently i jus finished my term test, i cant do 2 of the paper due to 2 reason...knows wads tat?
1) my friend do not trust me, she accused mi of trying to get near to her BF.
2) i did not manage to take off for my term test

Kinda of sad...all my effort gone...regarding to the 1st reason, her BF called mi during a night and my friend say i m the one who called him and she refused to pick up my call n hear my explanation. okie, think i've learnt something again through tis incident..even though a friend u knew for years tat does'nt mean our friendship are strong enough to compare to a person u knew onli for months.mayb i should'nt takes things so seriously and so foolish to fail my test for such an issue...
well..as for the 2nd reason, i did not manage to get off to study for my term test they wan mi to work at least 3 days per wk and once for wk end. and for tat week i work and study at night till morning which i onli slept for 1 to 2 hrs and gone to sch to take my test.

Tis tues, when i m workin halfway my supervisor came to my counter and do a search on my cashier and saver. After tat she told mi there is a customer went up to her holding 2 tix which is different in price but the receipt is both tix in e same price which is not tally at all. i donno wad issit happening, i gave an assumption tat is this customers, they don not came in twos but is a group and they might mixed up their receipts and took the wrong one. On the day, my settlement and money are all tally. could'nt be tat i took the access and there is'nt any..this is not fair to mi..after explaining to her, she onli told mi "do be careful for the next tym" and "i trust u tis tym" do u think a person will believe in someone jus by explanation but not edvidence? No! i don believe! i feel lyk quitting at tat tym but for the moment i think if i m really to quit, wad will they think actually? tis mean i admitt for e fault...i donno how am i goin to continue for tis job, the moment i think of goin to work, i think of tis incident again..

This is wad the world is, it is all reality! CAR ACCIDENT!!!

mood: speechless


morning 0630 i was on my way to tan tock seng hospital with my grandpa to have a CT scan...while on my way there, crossing the traffic pedestrain with e "GREEN MAN". Suddenly, i was blackout for a few minutes, when in e clear mind stage i turn and saw a car behind me and i finally realised that i was being knock down by a car...i help myself up and slowly walk to e divider of e road without anyone's help. The driver drove his car to e divider came down to check with mi whether am i alright, do i nd to see doc...i was in my blur sense and ans him bck "its okie!!!". He walk back veri fast bck to his car and drove off...and i din even gt to get his contact no. After awhile, i felt that actually my leg,neck and even head was in e pain...went to e police post in e night to hve report on this...the police officer told mi it wont be in any help as he did came dwn of his car to chk w mi but i told e police tat i wud wan to track tis person up and act to gt a compensate frm him. inorder that, i gt to attain a 3 days mc to report and gt into civil law suit to sue him up for e compensate. I nd to go for an check up this mon...i was really down in my luck! i finally realised how ppl always hit by a car! cant even think properly! argh~ hopes tis will really ends all e obstacles! Mood: Bored



Argh~ive been stop blogging for almost reaching a month. Today was a bored day. Ytd jus finished my Audio Visual Systems Year End Term Test...Aww..i think i could had done better..jus cant remembr some of e pnts and i lost out of 7 marks for e last Q...sad~

I hv to start my revision early tis time for my economics tis comin tues..=)

STRESSS!!! Havin AutoCadd test fri at 830am to 1040am and follow by an interview for my ITP at 11am, last by not least, 3pm to 5pm for my Events Management Communications test..oh gosh..EMC test is having 2 section which is Sales letter and Press Release..both nds FLUENTS english!looks lyk i hve to put in more efforts during tis few days b4 e test..

Okie, Lets stop with all tis freakin studies stuff! I'll go bck to e last few days which i had nt blogged for e days..

eh..too long ago..emm..on e 27th, i met thu zar, zhi rong, ming ting, wilson and huiyan at amk hub to had our dinner. Next mi, huiyan and wilson went to the CHC chalet bungalow at changi. we reached around 12mn at tampines, and yan's cell grp leader went there to fetch us. After reached there, i joined em for a night walk. i was split up between yan and wilson..my grp we went to e Old Changi Hospital and some of e ulu ulu place to seacrh for a person and we nd to finds out e clues to in order us to find tat person which is part of e game rules..after all e findin... some weird weird things..somewhere at a ulu ulu carpark, there is a car parked jus below a lamp post. Guess wad did i saw? if i m nt wrong, i think i saw some sensored stuff in it...OMG! tats a public area..and yet ppl are doin it so openly...after e walk, went bck took a bath and lights out
i shared a rm w huiyan,sushan and 2 of e gals there which i m nt veri familiar with...
woke up at arnd 0930, bathe, had our breakfast"nasi lemak" and we proceed to Pulau Ubin...yeah! tats e place which i wanted to go for a long time as there is certain memories left there for mi...we went there to cycling and at e same time we TRESURE HUANT! its tough to cycles in e forest...we had to cycles up e slopes and dwn e slopes which is all veri high..my grp get e 1st! cant imagine..as my grp had onli 2 guys and 3 gals plus wilson is ^^...LOLS!whiles others may had only all guys in e grp..we went bck and took a bath and prepare for BBQ den follows by thankgivings ceremony and falls in..went bck in e morning...tired~

On e 31st, i bought my grandma to e zoo w my cousiins; jing yin, charyl, garreth and huiyan..
we reached at around 12 plus, purchase ticket and proceed into e zoo..we took some of e animals inside too..one of e "popular" ones among us is e baboon, it is a kind of monkey in a freakin looks..we had enjoyed ourself on tat days...its a fun loving days...=D

i shall stops here...

gd lucks for all my upcomin exams and test!=) Mood: wonderful

Its been a long time i had went to escape theme park to had gathering with my frens. ytd we reach around 1plus to 2, some of us gt free entry into it. Actually i thought i have, after queing up for so long, the person told me i nd to pay for my entry. Arrgh...if i knew i wud went there earlier..LOL!!!ha..but still okie la, cos i m nEbO member so i had e privillege to pay onli $7. yeah~
while waitin for elaine and chien pei to reach, we went for some thrills...eh..they reached at around 3 to 4plus, we had our lunch at downtown east foodcourt. WOW~ great foods!!! we are so damn hungry! after lunch we heading back to escape, chien pei bought the ticket in but we cant play anything due to e heavy rain. walkin in the rain into e theme park, suddenly, we heard a "pop" sound...chien pei falls in e rain while running in. LOLs! that scene is in our mind! we were laughin out loud! so bad are we rite? LOLs! but we are laughin it without harms..haha...ha..i told her that she paid in $7 to had a fall and not play...lol...enough of her jokes..bck to e day.
After all e thrills, we went to orchard to meet mr yeo and his frens. we had our wonderful buddy meal at KFC taka...its damn lots! such a big piece of chicken...luckily i m e one who sacrifice, i ate wings instaed of drums as there is onli 1 wings...haha..everyone snatching "drums"...lol...we jokes around during e dinner...esp me! i tok lots n lots of crap...but is WORTH...everyone enjoy it...we were laughin all along...

thats how we had end our programme in e day...=D

Huiling
hits :D
singapore poly
nineteen
1st Nov '88
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